Let's just start this off with a quick, I'm old. Well, not technically...or...mentally..or...emotionally. but to some of my followers i'm....old.
So.
I watched the movie Neon Genesis Evangelion Rebuild 3.33 You Can (not) Redo.
Which...screw you whoever named any of that.

So, when the original NGE came out I was like. 5. (1995 I think was the release date and the helpful thing about being born on a 0 year is I can pretty quickly remember how old I was at any given date.)
I didn't watch it until I was..idk..12-14?
Personally, never a huge fan. Some aspects were very very interesting and it recreated its own genre.
A good portion of it, in my opinion, was the creator trying to use christian symbolism as a way to be edgy ...and old Freudian psychology that hasn't been true..ever.

But I always liked Kaworu. Before I liked yaoi/slash/bl, I liked Kaworu and Shinji.
emotionally troubled lad and vaguely homoerotic angel did not start with Dean and Cas.
So ..i've been kind of reluctantly tugging along with the NGE plot lines even the ones that made me just throw up my hands and ask 'what the shit did i just watch'
...But...3.0 focusing more on Kaworu...I just..I had to watch it.
It didn't really fix any of my screaming angst, and gave more reason for me to....just..nonstop yell into a pillow.


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Basically this is my warning that i'm having serious NGE feels right now, so if I art..it.will probably be that...for...awhile.